Mr beautiful, wonderful, perfect dollar american

Kinda bored again, might as well blog.

My studies are kinda ending earlier and earlier lol. Well waking up early to study before nightfall (i have the lowest energy at night lol) should be enough to cover my studies. Its the quality of the studying tat count, not the quantitive studying hours haha. Finally reached lvl 88 in my Flyff and leveling SUCKS! I am having a hard time playing as i get pretty bored easily since leveling from this point on words is so hard haha.

School is coming to an end and so does all the lessons haha. Mugging season is now official open as 100% of the NUS cohort (yes 100%!!!) are mugging in craze. Library, canteen, bus, bus stop even the freaking bus interchange! Whoever is holding on to a paper and studying are either NTU or NUS students haha. Makes even the most laziest person to buck up and study. Got back my organic chem test paper today, quite satisfied with the result though i can definitely do a lot better. It was slightly higher then i expected haha cuz i thought i would be skrmished by the mark deduction. The marking scheme is a killer, u can get -7 marks if u fail to draw a freaking arrow! lol. Went over to submit my last lab report also, now i am free from all chores and i can continue my studies, full fledge haha.

Once again i am the star of attraction in YongCong's blog. Its suppose to be about us but somehow i keep being featured as the star of attraction. And yeah i love Mariah Carey lol, touch my body rocks (dont think other wise lol). YC asked if i am attention seeking. Haha, how should i answer this hmm....a bit lol.

I tried all form of ways to find out who or how i should act as. I tried rebellious when i was in primary school: Failed lol. Emoing at home: i got better things then to emo lol, more like no time to emo haha. Acting cool: i end up like a freak then cool, more like someone need to be lock up in an asylum haha.

In the end no matter how much i run, how much i try to change, how much i beat around the bush in my life i can never escape from the fact of who i am to be. I am a cheerful person who is pragmatic, practical, peace loving and yah the ultimate CHEAPSKATE PERSON EVER haha. I enjoy making people around me laugh and i learn to filter. The bad things out and the good things in. Almost everything is good to me unless someone provoked me to bitch back. Oh wait i dont, i got the backing of my friends to help me haha. They have an even more bombastic vocabulary to bitch back at people then me haha, like Adrian lol. Yah of course how can i not be wary of people within my cohort who hates me for my loud mouth, high pitch kiddy behaviour. Bu shuang ah, come down and beat me lah haha. Yah literally anyone can challenge me in a fight, what makes you tink tat i will lose in a fight =P

I hate myself when i start to think too much about other things when i have no attention to seek. My mind starts to wonder: is something wrong with me? why didnt i do well for the test? why must answer back to someone like this? why this, why that? I am already tired enough being the happy clown i seriously dont have time to wonder my mind around thinking about unnecessary stuff like that. I am already sensitive to my surroundings, saying the correct thing at the correct time and make my friends laugh. I dont know i just learn to do that instinctively.

Growing up is tough, especially growing up in my family. Got to learn to be independent, very independent. I see myself as the in-charge of the house rather then my dad haha. Dad is just the bread-winner, even he got to listen to me haha. Suddenly my head is hurting, stupid headache haha.

Everybody sees everyone with a different form of view everytime. I come in all forms within the surroundings of my friends. A happy clown, diligent helper, bitchy chatter, fashion consultant, cam whorer, hardcore gamer, noisy little kid or the beautiful, wonderful, perfect boyfriend haha. I really must blog to write out how i feel, its a form of destress to me. Sometimes i prefer to not say it out loud but i would love to say it out of course. I have so much things to talk to you about my dear but the timing is always not right. I hope you dont find me boring haha, i am trying my best not to be boring to you. I am just the simple-minded me haha.

I love you, as always =)