Sea of raging storm and waves

Yup i changed my blogskin alrite. The other one was too tiny and squimish lol many ppl complain that they cant see properly. I am so sorry if everyone doesnt have perfect 6/6 eyesight haha, need me to pay for medical treatment? This blogskin is nice i think, purposely picked black again to reflect upon my inner thoughts. Blue is the theme. I changed the colours of my theme for the 4th time now and one thing never change. They always revolve around pink, green, blue, black and white. The 5 colours that reflect a part of my life, those that i hate to love and loving to hate.

Pink is passion, Green is arrogant, Blue is sympathy, Black is rebellious and White is justice

Today went by pretty normal i would say. Manage to complete what i wanted to study and in fact earlier then expected. I was doing nothing for the next part of my time cept for stoning and eating and breathing. I watched the 7 o'clock HongKong drama, almost cried from it cuz it was so touching. The ending episode is coming up soon, i think i will cry from the last part when Ah Wang is going for the Ops. Dont die Ah Wang~ Chat with CK earlier cuz i was so bored lol. He called to ask me question but instead i took hold of his time instead haha. I have finally tried my best and did enough to conquer the hideous chemical kinetic equation. Evil, horrible, detestable Chemical kinetic equations, are those even meant for people to study??!! 2 words to describe it: ER XIN!

Yeah i hearby declare my dual account function for Flyff to be OPEN haha. I can finally use 2 accounts to play. Well i used ZJ's account haha since he isnt playing anymore. I created a new character to act as a store vendor or aka useless character to just vend and sell my excess items. I spent about 1 hour just now using my Ringmaster to train and heal my dummy character on my friend's laptop haha, finally reach the standard level. Now its just vend and sell. Make me rich, filthy filthy rich HAHA. 1.5x Exp is on again on the weekends, gonna study fast and play and train my character haha. I know the exams are coming but i got to take a break once in a while rite xP

I seem to be quite a loof lately despite the fact that the final exam is coming. I got study for it but it seems that it isnt enough. Everything is not enough, nothing is enough in this world. I am holding my thoughts now, trying to change bit by bit. Watch Full Metal Alchemist just now, very nice show but i doubt i will have the time to watch it since i am occupied with Flyff and exam studies. And even though i have so many things in my life now to keep me preoccupied, i will always have time to wonder my mind around thinking about other things. I need someone to hold me down and give me a good lecture so that i can bloody hell WAKE UP! ZJ and the gang wanted to study in school on Monday, perhaps i should go. Being away from home is a good idea to keep my mind off from distraction, especially TV and my com.

Through the sea of raging storm and waves, i will endure because eventually the sun will come up again. And even if the sun never comes up, i will make a sunshine out of my life in any case. I have you, my sunshine, my everything, my teddy bear.

Life may be tough, but dont let others make it tougher for you. Learn the art of filtering in life.