Complementary happiness

Yeah the holidays are almost approaching. I look forward to the holidays with both optimisitic and pessimistic attitude.

With the last paper which is applied chemistry, i declare early holidays for me haha. Physical chemistry was a KILLER! Stupid Prof is really going out to kill us. Surprisingly Prof Goh's qns are much more do-able but instead and well not surprised as all, freaking Prof Xu's states of matter and chemical kinetic qns that KILLS! Most ppl left out qn 2 to do cuz mostly dont really noe how to draw tat carnot cycle. Its damn ex also cuz just drawing 2 diagrams u get 16 marks, 8 marks per cycle. One wrong = severe degrading. First qns on 2nd law was quite ok hope i dont make careless mistakes. Stupid qn 3 again when Prof Goh NEVER FAILS to test us on the theory and knowledge of the ever great stupid 2nd law blah blah true/false explain your ans type of qn. All my friends got all False and only i get the last one as true. I thought its true tat Gibbs and Helmotz are equal, isnt it? isnt it? Sob tats a freaking 7 marks qn leh sob sob. Q4 was the ultimate killer. Almost everyone cant get that freaking mole fraction for helium. Way too many unknowns: no moles, no mass, no individual density, no volume, NO NOTHING! How to even start pv=nRT! Dead really dead, the gift marks in the begining was just an appetizer, everyone fell for the fatal 20 mark qns when they felt confident of securing the 5 marks. haiz irony irony. Last qn on chemical kinetics was damn weird. Negative reaction order oh GREAT, first time heard of such kind of qn i almost raise my hands up to ask if there was a typo haha. Die lor all dont noe, i got a freaking algebra k left unsolve how to get the freaking time! Gone gone all gone! The reaction mechanism was also very ambiguous, i noe its wrong but still i dont noe wat to do but just to scribble anything hoping to hit the jackpot. Overall, good game for physical. I pray for the bell curve to work to my advantage haha.

Organic chem test today was very tricky, damn tricky. In fact i think that for this semester, all the profs are out to massacre all the students. Prof Lam is so stingy, heres the breakdown of the qn. 3 qns in total: qn 1 10 marks (woot sweet), but careless haha. Q2 50 marks!!!, 25 unknowns from A-Y for you to find out, one step wrong and you can say sayonara to the rest of your answer. I think i got wrong for one of the 5 chain reaction, tats 10 marks bye bye (sob), last qn 40 marks! Took me freaking long to derive the synthesis mechanism, 1st mechanism was well drawn, the 2nd mechanism is di-kam aka GUESS!!! haha i just anyhow pop the chair diagram all of a sudden lol, di-kam = 10 marks gone again haha. Haiyo so many careless and i thought tat maybe i can score quite well, oh well then again i heard a lot of ppl making mistakes too haha. One die all die haha, bell curve is sweet HAHA.

Overall this semester was a killer for me, but i enjoyed it nonetheless. Mother and queen are all eager to meet out next sunday haha. Its been so long, so so freaking long since i meet out with my JC classmates. I miss them so much haha gonna eat, shop, chat, shop, movie, SHOP and not to mention CAM WHORE!! I love taking pictures haha time to update my msn picture haha. CK and YC are also coming up with wat KTV night cycling activities again after our final test on 8 May. Singing isnt my forte, and NO not the horrible night cycling again ha reminds me of my sore painful butt after tat time during our OG outing. Cycling has never been tat fearful ever!!! haha. And i believe Yin Ngai is craving for a mahjong session at his house again haha, being asking a lot ever since we play tat time haha. I would of course love to have a showdown again haha. Talking about mahjong i cannot miss out on Kai and Nic, kakuno shinasai minna haha, all itching for mahjong lol the holidays are so going to be filled with activities. But nothing, i must say nothing can ever takes priority from my darling's attention =P, always standing by 24/7 rain or shine by your side.

Again, a long holiday means looking for job again. Will begin my job hunt immediately after 8 May haha gonna start flipipng classical ads and calling for job interview. I give myself 1 week to find a job alone, after tat i will call my agent to help me. Of course i try to avoid agent lah, they leech me a lot of commission leh haha. 3 months of holidays omg, do i need to explain about my irrational emoism during the holidays again haiz. Holidays make me hallucinate alot especially when i am doing nothing. I hate it, i hate the holidays. I am suppose to be happy yet upon the end of happiness, sadness just jump rite in take over the next part of my life at home. I crave for happiness and attention, i cant stand doing nothing at home stareing at my com playing flyff. I get bored, i need attention, i need someone by my side to chat with me. I need you the most yet....haiz. No i shouldnt tink so pessimistically, there are so many friends and people by my side. I must be more optimistic, i must. Please scold the bloody hell out of me if i ever emo to you guys, i mustnt emo not during the happy holidays. I need to see a shrink HAHA

Lust, Gluttony, Greed, Pride, Envy, Sloth, which is left behind? I suddenly want to be a christian, and despite the fact that my aunts and uncles are desperately trying to convert me during the family gathering at every CNY i always avoid them and reject them. But now i have another reason to do so. I dont want them to convert me, i only want you and only you have the permission to convert me. And i will not say no to you if u ask haha =)