Of Pride and Envy

Time to do some blogging haha, nothing to do anyway haha.

Hmm let me see here, lets do some update about this week. Well as you know I am having my exams now. Pathetic NUS is the like almost the last tertiary institute to have the exams while many of my friends in NTU are havocing from the holidays haha. Wait for me my holidays daddy's coming haha.

Just finished 2 papers for now, 3 more to go and they arent any easier lol. They next 3 are wats gonna make me well, ME lol. 3 main core chemistry paper argh, go go haha. Lifescience was the first and it was so damn, freaking, atrociously difficult! There is almost no time to finish and even so there isnt any time to recheck cuz of the limited time constrain. Passage were long, indirectly and lots of flipping haha. What do i mean by flipping lol, well that paper was open book and everyone just bring in stacks of notes and textbook. That was one of the most useful open book exam ever haha cuz everybody just flip flip filp, sounds of paper flipping echoes throughout the hall haha. No choice we must refer to information inside the book wat protein structure lah, kreb cycle, enzymes classification etc crap crap, you want it you name it lol. I was like spreading my notes on the floor like 1m square wide lol, the floor was flooded with papers haha. It was both amusing and hectic haha. Thank god that everybody and i mean EVERYONE find that paper difficult, which defeats the purpose of studying cuz almost nothing came out from the notes. It was all concept and application base, i hope i can do well haha. Since it was also multiple choice, given the constrain of the time, guessing and luck plays a role haha. Praying hard ah lol.

History paper was next. I was so so LUCKY that foreign policy came out haha but boo hoo no HDB flat. 3 consecutive years of HDB bores the historians haha. All my friends did education and i was the only odd one doing foreign policy haha. They find it difficult lol but education is not easy either. Its interesting to read but too content heavy, i cant crap my way out haha. I only noe the Goh report 1979 than wat else huh haha, no more lol. Foreign policy is the best lah, i wanna be a diplomat now LOL. Hmmm since not a lot of ppl choose foreign policy, i guess its easy to single me and some other ppl doing it out cuz of the odd chances and low popularity. I hope its easier to shine out from the larger mass of ppl doing education haha. Dr Sai's part was extremely difficult and haha, everybody didnt prepare for that haha. So hard to crap out the stuff and hard to smoke lol. Hope Miss Leonora mark my paper cuz she is so gentle and kind with her marking haha. Aiming for at least a B+, dont fail me pls history ^^

The harder part is yet to come, i will do my best for my main paper. I hope i can pull through or at least reduce the casualty level. Scoring 39/100 for physical chem is a traumatising horror for me, i dont want to score that kind of horrible marks again. Oh god give me strength and faith, i want to do enough for it. Not too much and not too little, i will appreciate what is enough now. Haiz i miss you a lot during this period of studies, everybody is preparing for their own exam i know. I cant help it haha, just knowing that you care makes me happy. Good luck ok~ Oyasumi des