Mr Stupid idiot BAKAish behaviour!

Mr Stupid idiot BAKAish behaviour!

Jason was right, he is always right i hate him. Why didnt i listen to his warning before, why did i choose to ignore his warnings. I always tell him about my issue and i choose to ignore his warning. I am such a fool Jason, i wish you were here to give me a hard punch in my face telling me to WAKE UP! What is wrong with me, what is really wrong with me! I am losing control of my life, things are spiralling out of control. I cant think logically now but i still act in my pseudo-happy manner. Mum strike 4D and won $2000 bucks, i am so happy for her and i am going out with her to shop and bank her money. But i am not truly happy because of this issue.

I have decided to take a break. I know Jason it is now going to be a bit too late for me to do that, you must be scorning at me now saying "see i told you lah, now look wat happen". It may be tough for me to do so, but dont tink otherwise dear. We know we have each other even when we are not by our side. Lets take a break from each other k, i choose to step away without your permission but i tink tat is also partly wat you wanted also. Someone has to act first right haha, and i choose to act first. Jiayou to our exam results and enjoy our holidays.

Mum is nagging me now, got to go haha. Will update my blog quite frequently =)