Forgotten memories

Forgotten memories

End of work, lots of free time for me now to emo and reflect on lots of things happening lately around me.

I feel tat i am watching my life going by as a third-party point of view. Sometimes i know that things are bound to happen this way and there is nothing that i can do to stop it from happening. I feel helpless in a sense to what my life has become of today.

My body has stop growing since that time, and so the strength for me to move on with life. Clinging on to things that i feel attach to, i dont want to let them go yet. Life is truly sad for me despite the happy moments that i have all the time. Inside the shell, the soul feels empty

Yah i always feel like if i am living a day pass a day like how it should be like. I am trapped in the past for a very long time. The hourglass has stop flowing no matter what i do with it. Yah, so many changes but still the same old me.

Now i carry the life with the burdens on my back, searching for what i want. Still searching, thought i have found it but nope it wasnt.

Listen closely to my heart. This song is call Le petit Prince, i have this song for quite a long time now on my phone but i haven use it. I hate to be alone now, this song makes me wanna cry haha. Another crappy post on my blog. Just ignore it.....