Life is never fair

Life is never fair
What a day, both happy and sad.

Really sad becuz Weiwen wont be working in DHL anymore. He got fired, well not fired exactly more like retrenchment cuz of excess staff. I feel really sad not jus becuz of him leaving but also i will also be losing a close friend at work again. Not only him, even Jason and Zhiyang got retrenched too. Just when i have make new friends they are leaving again. Haiz so sad, work will never be the same without Weiwen to tease me around or letting me to bully him. He says that he doesnt mind being retrench but we all noe that this isnt the way he is feeling. Who likes to be retrenched. I dont want you to go also Weiwen, sob. Work will not be fun without you around, i hate DHL, i hate my boss, i hate everything at work now. I still haven pay you back the chicken rich money that i borrow from you, the news about the retrenchment was so sudden everybody were caught off guarded. I cant even bid a proper good bye to him. Haiz.

Tuition is tiring, i rush off to teach tuition early cuz the parent want me to go there early today. I was a bit late and panting when i reach there. I need to do more work to help Kenneth improve his grades cuz his parents want him to enter River Valley or Nan Hwa secondary, the aggregates are a bit higher and not easy for him to enter now at his current level. I must try harder to teach Kenneth. I keep yawning when i teach tuition today, really tired. I teach half-heartedly today, not really a good tutor now. The kids on the other hand are happy cuz they just slack there as i try hard not to doze off and focus on wat i want to teach. Zzzz sleepyhead today.

Went to Samson's party after that, everything is just in a rush today. Went with Huda, Fizah and Kitty. The party was nice, Royston was there too. Samson cut his hair short this time haha, nice hairstyle i would say. Cam whore a lot again at the party haha but i dont tink i have a photo of Samson yet. Then the girls decide to take a walk at the nearby reservoir and threaten me to tell everything about my dear lol. Extortion ah, help haha.

I want to type more, i want to say more. I want to stay online longer talking to dear. But somehow today is just so tiring, and today is just not my day. Lots of ups and downs, lots of confusion in my head. I want Weiwen back, i want to take more photos with my friends again, i want to sleep, i want to talk to my dear. I want....i want.....fairness for myself.

I am laughing at my stupidity now, even time mocks me.