Stop pushing me into my limits

Stop pushing me into my limits

I am beginning to hate my work even more.

I want to blame Weisiang for everything, i hate him cuz he is always getting me in trouble. He said that he want to do it and yah i trust him so i let him do it. He was suppose to send an email shipment to China but he forgot to change the destination when he copy and paste the template HAPPILY and press the send button. I want to scold WHAT THE FUCK!

It is just a simply typo mistake in the email so the receiver replied back to double check with us. So I just reply back to assure him that it was WEISIANG'S FAULT and told the person that it was to China. Case solved. MY FOOT!

You dont noe my boss behaviour, you dont noe how Azrin (my boss's name) will flare up at the most MINOR DETAIL! I knew this was coming. He came back at 5pm when it was almost time for us to end work. He saw the mistake that Weisiang made, it was clear that Weisiang was at fault. Then he turn over to look at me and said "why didnt you check properly". I have nothing to say at all, yes it was my fault that i didnt check properly before letting him send out the email. JUST SCOLD ME LIKE ALWAYS I AM USE TO IT ALREADY!

Pissed, why i am being butchered for no reason again. Why must he flare up at the slightest mistake that I or Weisiang make and keeping point at me. I know he is trying to blame me for not teaching Weisiang properly. I am trying my best for godsake i just learn from you one week alone and you expect me to master everything perfectly? No one is perfect so why cant you just accomodate with my mistakes and realise that it was unintentional? Why must you always pick on me and ruin my day, everyday!

I know my mistakes but i wont accept the fact that i am in the wrong. I have failed my part to teach Weisiang properly but i will not condole your unreasonable reasoning by picking on me constantly. I have my limits too and when i get mad, you dont want to mess with me. I can get angry too, REAL ANGRY. I hate this job!

Being nice is a weakness, not to the other people but myself. I hate you too Weisiang cuz u always get me in trouble for no reason. I hate my incompetence, enduring for the sake of money. It will be worth in the future, for the great GSS i will ENDURE! Boo hoo i feel so sad now yet i am trying to sound so cheerful on the outside. And you got to scold me so loudly in front of Weiwen and my other colleagues, i hate you!