Painful Kindness Part I (Unbalance ver.)

Painful Kindness Part I (Unbalance ver.)

Caution: If you do not want to read boring, repeated, emo-ish, stupid thoughts, please refer to Part II of Painful Kindness. I am just writing because this is my blog, duh. I write anything that i want and nobody can stop me, not even you. Thanks for not reading.

I just got into a fight with mum just now. I tripped over the fan and she was trying to fix it for me. I shouted at her for being a busybody and ask her to get out. She came in at the wrong time when i was emoing. I just rattle at her and fire my frustration and wrath at her like a AK-47 rifle. She just sits there eating the bullets off me. She must be really heartbroken, i went to apologise to her. I am sorry mum, i cant control myself. Somehow she noes tat i am not feeling alrite at home and she just sits there and endure my wrath. I am such a disappointing son.

I was walking on my way home after playing at the arcade with QinXian. Ponder on a lot of things on my way back, thinking about those memories again. I walked like a zombie. I noe tat my body is moving by its own way home and my thoughts float away to some far away land. I gaze up to the sky and looked at the pretty stars, lovely night.

Warning: The content written below may trigger unintentional hatred or guilt to the readers. Please do not continue reading if you are emotionally wounded or have no interest in my personal life. Any hatred or guilt triggered during the process will not be held responsible by the writer. All words written are non-fictional and may bear similar resemblence in the real world. Please dont read i beg of you, it might hurt you. DANGER!!!!!!!!!

[Edited] The writer has remove some of the post written due to its insensitive content that may otherwise hurt other people. The writer is currently saint and clear-headed for now, the Libra is balance. At most i will only blog it down for just tat one day and after a good night sleep, i will remove the post after writing so that nobody can see it further. Ah it feels good to relieve some inner thoughts. I am still in recovery process, time heals all wound. I hope it can heal mine quickly. Maybe deleting away those memories away lol.

Knife knife where's the knife, quick stab me in the heart right now hurry! School quickly reopen leh so that i can start muggin and not think about all those wild thoughts again. I miss school haiz. Hows the holiday haha, try to enjoy yourself k dont be preoccupied with too much work. I cant believe you even brought over your work to do even when you are on holidays now haha. Yup, that is just you. Counting down to the end of holidays people.......