2 is enough, 3 post is a crowd

2 is enough, 3 posts is a crowd

Well, as advice i have changed my blogskin. The previous blogskin brings back a lot of sad memories. I dont really want to see it again. Anyway the fonts are also very small, this one is slightly better. I am not a very big fan of D-Grayman anime, i just choose it becuz it is cute. WeiKang said that it suits me cuz i got the "yang guang" aka sunny boy type of look. He did ask me a very relevant question: What do your want your blog to reflect about, that will be the better way to select a proper blogskin.

Many people, so many people said that this blog suits me becuz of my personality. Very sunny, cute and positive. My previous blogskin was prone towards negativity and more emo. I....really dont noe how to answer this question.

I am a very sunny guy on the outside but my inside is really dark and cold. That's why CK said i emo a lot in my blog. I have no real intention of emoing actually, my post just happens to prone towards the negative side of life most of the time, even like now since i cant deal with them in real life. Nobody can be Mr Perfect Sunny Guy forever, everyone has got their own set of problems to deal with. I have fail to deal with my negative problems in real life and the burdens are starting to kill me. Getting heavier as the day went by, having less energy to deal with. This is the 3rd post that i have write for today. I do a lot of self-reflection when i dont have much things to do and i realise that i have a lot of things to reflect about. But most of the time i just want to have someone to share my problems with. No i cannot approach my normal friends for help, definitely not them, not even if they were to offer me 1 million dollars. I am picky, i am selective and i only open myself up to certain people. So few, so little, that is why i still feel so lonely most of the time even when i have so many friends who are concern about me haha. Thanks thanks i noe you guys are around to notice me haha but i need more then just attention, i need a soulmate.