Colours of the gate

Colours of the gate

Love can be pink, simply sweet and innocent

Love can be red, passionate and romantic

Love can be green, natural and refreshing

Love can be yellow, suave and sunny

Love can be blue, gentle and serene

Love can be purple, mysterious and complicating

Love can be black, solid and firm

Love can be white, naive and devoted

29th July 2008. It is a freaking hot day and the end of Round 1A. I can only use 1 word to describe my day: Paranoia

Woke up in the morning and i was bombarded by msn chats about bidding haha. Everybody is concern about the bursting quota for Understanding Universe and Organic Chemistry. Lots of discussion and reassurance to each other to "bid our best and hope we get it" haha. Me and ZJ bidded quite high this time but YC and Wee Wee seems to be taking it really easily. They are the only 2 that i heard bidding in 2 digits amount lol. Compare to mine i tink i outbidded them by like lets see.....20 times more lol. But they seem quite confident in getting the modules despite the bursting quota. Ah no choice lah, kiasu-ism lol. I am those who would bid highrather then bid low in order to secure a better chance of getting the module. Anyway they will refund us the excess bid points base on what the minimum bid point was for that module. So no worries lah, it's a matter of how low the minimun bid point is. Bidding 750 and knowing that the lowest is 740, that's not low at all!

I heard from Guo Xiong that his Statistics core modules only open 5 vacancies. 5 for a core, WTH he was complaining to me that the minimum bid was 300 haha. Freaking high sia. And i heard that LSM students seem to have preallocation AGAIN lor, i envy the LSM students they must have a lot of P points in their account now haha. LSM dept spoon feed too much lah haha. Everybody is keeping their fingers cross now. In just a few hours time the results will be out. The aftermath of the holocaust haha, just how many will survive from the calamity that befalls on us NUS students every semester haha. And YC prays that CORS would crash today lol. Nope it didnt, i was hoping for it to crash also haha. Screw those last minute bidders for spoiling the market haha.

Yuying wanted to ask me out for lunch today but i got to reject her cuz of my bidding today. Maybe thursday k haha. Lots of events coming up soon: Part II shopping spree with Nic and Cas, Chalet, Guild outing, watching Money Not Enough 2 lol. Pocket is burning a big hole haha but i dont care, i get to wear out my new shirts haha. Time to show it off lol. But a pity that holidays are coming to an end. Ah craps lah what am i talking about, i have been emo-ing half of my time away during the holidays damn it. Away with the stupid holidays and let me start school already. I hate having nothing to do! Oh well maybe i will look forward to next sem holiday when i can get to fly to Taiwan or Hong Kong with my friends haha. Woo hoo i look forward to next year haha. Time to save up.

Once again time for "Theory of my hectic life session." But i dont want to say much bout it today. I just want to say that i will always be who i am and how i want to be. I will always be nice to people no matter how others would want to take advantage of me. However, i am not one without an ugly side. Nobody is pure, dont try to act like an angel or devil in this world. It just makes me wanna puke for those who like to act angelic and holy. I believe in God but i am not obsess with it like a fanatic even when i am not a christian. Some people cherish, some dont. I just happen to have a lot of those donts in my life thats all. My words just doesnt make sense to anyone right haha.

A fanatic, is one who loses his path to obsession. Over believing and over trusting in some things, you will only hurt yourself even more.