Smiling a mile away

Smiling a mile away

......and i think i know how it feels. Once is enough, twice bitten, three is a crowd and just too much. Learn to respect what you have and not going about asking for more, that is all i ask from myself.

Got a prank call from my student Denise again. Of all the timing to choose, she chose to call me when i was giving tuition lol.

Finally partied with Bad on Flyff to train our characters. It has been quite a while since we play together on Flyff. Ever since the guild disbanded, Bad and I have been close Flyff buddies, well more like THE ONLY buddy in that game haha. Didnt get to level today, hope to level again tomorrow.

Some things in this world are really worth having. The process is usually sweet, the goal is like a moltivation to push you harder during the process. Wouldnt it be nice when you can just enjoy the process without achieving the purpose of doing so. But that will also be very selfish of you for manipulating and toying with reality.

The flower has bloom and someday it is gonna wither away in the wind. Time is telling me that saturation is near, it is about time the wind begins to blow. But i haven finish viewing the beauty of this flower yet, cant the wind wait for awhile more before blowing? Like nature, some things are just beyond our control. The feeling is nice initially and it just fades with time. Really ironic. I can see that you are trying really hard to stand against the wind. Are you standing against the wind for your own personal purpose or are you doing it because of me? I may have a whole garden of flowers to admire but i only have a few selected ones which i like most

I smile at a lot of people in life, not like if i am program to smile all the time. Because i like them that's why i smile a lot. I smile at people whom i dislike too, but the difference lies between the relationship that we had. I receive a lot of smiles from people too, but i can only remember a few of those who smiled at me. I dont get to see those smiles often, maybe not even once or in a lifetime. So special, so warm. Their kind of smile emits a warm radiance on their face that says "really nice meeting you" and you cant help yourself but to reciprocate that kind of smile back to them. Sometimes, even without saying any words out or meeting someone beforehand, you can understand a lot about that person.

Even when everything are of worlds apart, we mustnt forget to put a smile on our face. Smile smile =)

Or maybe, I just haven learn enough of the lesson from the past thus posting this idiotic post to comfort myself.