Alone in the rain

Alone in the rain

And the waiting continues no matter how hard things may get

I was walking back home when the sky starts to drizzle. I was listening to this song call "One step at a time" by Jordin Spark. It was very soothing. I could hear my footsteps echoing through my earpiece as i walk over the wet path. It's the sound of one person walking alone in the rain, not two.

I am about 80% recovered from my flu and i just finished my hectic lab report yesterday. We were told to hand up the report the day after our experiment. I ended school at 8pm last night but since lab ended early, i managed to do a few parts of the report in the library. Surprisingly, the library was packed but i was lucky to find a free spot to use the com. I have another lab report on my hand but i wont be able to do it cuz the lecturer haven went through tat lecture with us yet. It's another heavy report, even heavier than the one i did last night. It's like a ticking timebomb.

Lab work was fun yesterday. We were split into 2 groups of 2 to do each experiment, we need to do a total of 2 experiment within the 7hr period. Me, Wanling, KK and Gwen will be a team for this whole semester. KK and Gwen are quite good at the calculations while Wanling and I were just simply baffled by it. Blur + Blur = Even more blur lol. But we did a better job preparing our solutions cuz Gwen's group screwed up their spectro readings and they got to borrow our solutions. Overall it was quite nice, get to meet 3 more new friends within my chem cohort. In the end we will still need to cut each other's throat during exams. All the best to our studies.

I seem to have forgotten the fact that i am now a Year 2 NUS chemistry student. Somehow i just feel that i am still trapped within my own world of fantasy where i can go out and have fun, play games and etc. Still a bit in a delusion mood and like what Guoxiong said: "i am still on holiday mood." Yah i am snapping out of it already. Reality is killing me and the workload is only going to get heavier.

It is like taking a small walk in a park. You get to see the trees and children running around on the grass. Couples having picnics and the elderly playing chess by the bench. Squirrals running about in the tree and birds flying gracefully in the sky. The flowers are blooming and you take a while to admire the beauty of it. Then you move on, you just got to move on no matter how nice the scenary is or how bad the weather ahead is going to be. Rain or shine, you got to move on.

Living in past will not change what has already happened in the present.

Living through a bubble. You can see everything happening around but you cant seem to do anything about it. I can see the rain and hear the sound of water splashing around me. I cant feel it but i know how bad it feels. Pat pat pat, there goes the sound echoing behind my back as i walk alone in the rain.