Crossing pathways beyond the reach

Crossing pathways beyond reach

Take one step at a time, there's no need to rush.

It's like learning to fly, or falling in love.

After a hectic week of rushing reports it is time to take a good rest, before rushing again. Prof Lai just made an announcement on thurdays saying that he is going to make the Organic exam an open book test. Yeah whoopie.....for a while only. Good thing is that you dont need to memorise too much, down side is that you wont have time to flip through the book lol. Base on past experience on open book exams, they are very difficult and you hardly have time to flip. We have this textbook which is about 1500 plus pages thick. Imagine a dictionary in larger version, just that tis textbook is BIGGER AND THICKER than your dictionary haha. Prof Lai joked to us and said that "by the time you flip to the correct page, the time is up already." And we all just burst out laughing knowing the ironic truth about his exam. We are so dead.......pronounced dead even before dying. Oh well most people will definitely bring the book during the exam duh, left at home to collect dust meh. Its freaking heavy but i will just bring it as a form of morale support, like a bible haha. Calms the mind with a book around you during exam, no worries about blacking out during exams lol.

I was testing fate today, not with someone but an inanimate object haha. Our school bazaar was selling a lot of merchandise including animes. I saw these 2 soft toys that caught my eyes the most: the teddy bear used by Tamaki-senpai and the bunny used by Honey-senpai from my favourite anime Ouran High School Host Club. I fall in love with tat pink bunny soft toy haha cuz Honey is my favourite character in the anime. So cute~ But the bunny toy is freaking expensive, $26 lor. I have been walking past that stall for days eyeing and envying it lol. My friends were like "buy lah buy lah since u love it so much" lol and i was like wanting to buy and not wanting to buy. I came up with a lot of stupid reasons to convince myself that it wasnt worth buying but i dont noe, kinda regret it. I told myself today: its the last day of the bazaar and i didnt bring enough money with me. Before 6pm if the Bunny is still unsold, i will go to the ATM and draw money to buy it. True enough, the Bunny was gone by 6pm. Someone must have bought it already. Sad sad, guess i am not fated to be that toy's owner. Kinda sad though but at the same time relieved, cuz i saved $26 for myself. Relieve, or i am i just kidding myself again. I just cant make up my mind, i just cant. I hate myself for being so indecisive. See lah now its gone and there you go procrastinating blah blah blah making so much noise. Haiz...

And you find the reason why to take one step at a time. You walk the same path at the same pace. Somewhere down the road, you wont know when the both of you will walk the seperate paths again like before.

Strangers walking seperate paths.

Some are crossing on overhead paths.

Others walking on opposite paths.

Lovers converge on a single path.

A walk down this seemlessly endless trail. If the road diverges will it ever converge again?

You take a step forward, that person takes a step backward. It's like dancing waltz on a straight path. Hand in hand the both of you dance gracefully back and forth. You see a cross road ahead, you choose to let go of your hands. Duet turning into a solo, we each dance on our own path alone. Some paths converge in the end, others never. Letting go, you might get to find another partner again down the new road, or reunite with the old as the road converges. Still, if you were to never let go of that person's hand during that cross junction, things wont be the way as it is now.

Shouldnt i feel a sense of relieve? Why does my heart seems to feel a bit sour after knowing that i dont stand a chance to own the toy bunny, like the way i want to have you too. And i can only see things from far on another path as I see the both of you walking on the same path together.

He danced, tripped, fell, and disgraced.
She danced, tripped, caught and regain her grace.

They danced, gracefully and they applauded and shouted "encore"