Beam of the Libra - Shine for me my constellation

Beam of the Libra - Shine for me my constellation

The stage is set. The stars are finally looking down

No procrastination, no complains, no sorrows, no worries. Even if the lab day tomorrow will be long and tedious, i shall not complain. Tossing my problems away for just 1 day, i can do it.

I am kinda speechless about the way how people manage to find out about certain things, things which i never say out and people just manage to find tat out by themselves. At least those people bother to, i am thankful to have people like them around me. I feel guilty and i should be. I haven been exactly the most supportive friend around but i still have so many of those supporting me. I keep finding excuses for myself by saying busy lah, no time lah, forgot lah blah blah watever crap.

Even though i am not perfect, people still accept me for who i am then who i am not. Thanks for coming into my life. I appreciate it a lot. And DONT expect me to reciprocate back HAHA you all know what kind of person i am. So yah this is me, Mr Miser if-it-has-got-nothing-to-do-with-me-i-dont-care type of guy. Haha. I hate the negative side of me but when people accept the negative part of me, it makes me feel really appreciated. Deeply appreciated. And yah i know what you guys meant when you all said those words in school, i wont take it too offensively lol. I am cheapo but not petty haha.

LOL i was bout to end my blog when Clara suddenly called me. She said that she couldnt make it tomorrow so she is calling to give me her blessings. Thanks a lot really, haha i am running out of words to say.

Smile, i am really smiling not because i am nervous or being ridiculous again. Because i feel gratified, so i smile.

There will be a day that happens only once in a year.

You get to see the world for the first time, and maybe your last.

You take a big step alone

and soon many tiny steps with the people around you

They pull you up when you are down

They push you higher when you are up

Occasionally there are times when we have to depart

But departure is not the end of the journey

It's the start of a new journey for both you and I

For once this day, money isnt everything

Happiness means more than anything else.

I wanna share this day not alone for once

But with everyone...