Emptiness of the white

Emptiness of the white

Overslept today and i miss the big walk . Went over to eat at Sizzler with the gang after tat and walk around in Suntec. Cant shop now haha must save up first. Economy is bad now haha.

Life is almost like shopping. Just that you cant get refunds for everything

To perceive is to see through beyond the surface. The surface is shallow. It takes more than just plain sight to see through one's inner self.

Given a chance to rollback in time, i wish i could have done something else instead too.

It's not nice to be nice all the time. People will usually take advantage of it. But not being nice isnt nice either. Trying to be nice is equally bad. So which is better?

So many things to say but so little space to write. Obligations, i just outlive myself everyday.

I just feel that till now, nobody really know. Maybe a handful only. Did i close too much or doesnt anyone try hard enough to open it?

And autumn is over. It is time for me to move out from my bench. As i continue the walk around the park i can see that things are clearly changing. The trees are turning bare, the lake frozen. Birds and squirrels are no longer running about in the park. Everything is getting colder by the minute. The scenary is fading, the people are leaving, everything is falling apart. Run, run far away to the warmth in the South. There's no reason for me to stay in the park. It's lonely out here. The presence felt here will soon be forgotten with nothing left except for the footprints made in the snow. Snow, it's really cold out here. And alone too.

It's not fun playing alone in the snow.

I want to play with you

With no one to fight

I want to fight with you

With no one to appreciate the snow angels i make

I want you to smile at my snow angels

With no one to build a snowman

I want you to build for me

With no one to ski

I want you to ski beside me

With no one to keep warm with by the fireplace

I want to lay by your side and keep me warm

Happy birthday to the heart of scorpio.