Home, sweet pseudo home

Home, sweet pseudo home

Back from chalet haha. It was a very fun experience for me. As you can see inside this photo, the picture says it all. Yah i know all their names: Yan Hong, Clement, Gary, Sebestian, Dean, Jonas, Vixson, Perdenver and Yue Seng. Yiqun also but she isnt inside the photo haha. This picture suits nicely as my desktop wallpaper =)

Got a call from Yue Seng before my lecture started. He said tat the rest of them didnt pick up his call. Poor boy he just waited there for like 2 hours alone. Luckily Yiqun picked up my call just in time haha. Dr Adrian's lecture ended kinda late. Bus 95 was swamp with ppl as usual so me, CK and Alex whom we bump to along the way, went on a journey to the East by crossing the overhead bridge haha. Took roughly around 1hr to reach Pasir Ris. The frequency for Bus 354 was damn slow, too bad i dont noe how to walk there if not i would have walk liao haha.

It was Halloween yesterday so the chalet area was kinda infested with a lot of weirdos in their freak costumes lol. I can see the 2A students outside doing their BBQ. Kinda got shot by Dean with his water gun just a few minutes after stepping into the chalet. What a way to greet me eh lol. Oh yah the 1000-yr old frozen egg from Clement lol, cute leh tat ice block. Following that is the blanket party session by Yan Hong, Dean and Clement (i always get bullied by them lol). 3 versus 1 leh, even army trained personal like me will lose out lor haha. Pillow fight with Yue Seng is scary haha, more like pillow murder lol. I like the devil hair band that Vixson and Jonas had on their head, looks cool haha. The BBQ food was nice but i didnt eat much cuz i already ate in school. Went over to buy some alcoholic drinks (mild alcoholic content, bought for me only LOL) with Yan Hong, Yiqun and Jonas at Cheers. The cashier checked my NRIC as i expected haha. The staffs there gave the "what are those kids idling around at the alcoholic section" look. So off i go flashing my NRIC to her to satisfy her curiosity. I like to flash my NRIC to people who always misjudge my age base on my appearance. I always walk off with a smug on my face saying "in your face, so-and-so who checked my NRIC" haha. Cant help it if i have a young look wat, born natural lol.

Played more card games later. Yan Hong they call keep psychoing me to play the water bomb game so i play lor, got trash by them lor as expected always aim at me haha. The bombs hit kinda hard, keep bouncing off without bursting lol. Some of the bombs even went into other people's room haha so pai say. I haven play water games for a very long time already, excluding swimming. The sparking drink was nice haha. Drink for fun only lah but it tasted sweet though. Went over to shower, they complain tat i took a very long time to shower. Long meh, not long to me haha. I suggested watching horror shows but i didnt expect them to watch cuz apparently some of them dont like to watch horror also. Anyway i was kinda sleepy so i didnt watch much haha. I must thank the boys and Yiqun for being so obedient at the chalet. They didnt disturb my sleep lol. But the room was freaking cold, very very icy cold. I woke up in the middle of the night to off the fan but it was still very cold. The blanket had holes lor and i didnt bring my jacket, should have wear Yan Hong's jacket to sleep haha. Very comfy to sleep cuz i get to sleep on the bed, and its not tat squeezy either cuz they each split into 2 rooms. Woke up halfway AGAIN when the weather started to pour. I was like "sian lor raining" and i have to go back school again sia. When i wake up at 7am i saw Vixson checking his handphone. Early in the morning check handphone eh, very suspicious haha. I check out at around 7.30am when i thought Yan Hong knew that i was already leaving cuz i saw him open his eyes. Apparently he didnt haha. All were sleeping so i bidded good bye silently. I would love to go for another chalet with them next time if any =)

Journey back to NUS was tiring. I slept all the way in the MRT in an unglam manner, i dont care i was really tired. Reached school and bought a cup of coffee to Prof Lai's freaking lecture. Ok lah becuz i wasnt disturbed during my sleep i could concentrate better also. Went home to study, sleep and cut my hair into short layers. It didnt look like layers to me but it was short, my fringe got cut away a lot haha. Crown layer not long enough i tink so it wasnt tat layered. Need to wake up early again tomorrow for the Newpaper Big Walk. I need a good long sleep haha.

Well Yue Seng said that he likes to act like a primary 4 kid. I guess i should be acting more like a secondary school kid than since i can get along so well with them. I dont believe in the "act like your age" theory. That's crap. Be who you are and not who you want people want you to be. And Adrian said "you went to your student's chalet ah". I dont know why some of my friends, well i should say most of my friends are kinda freak out from the way i hang out with my students. I guess they have already abandon their youthful self as they grow older. Dont worry some of them will be future MOE teachers haha, they will understand how i feel when the day comes. If they want the kids to like them, they better like their students first.

I feel like choosing teaching as a career. However i know tat i am not cut out to be one. I dont like to hold roles with heavy responsibilities. Stressful leh teacher, i rather work as a lab technician washing test-tubes everyday haha. Yah i like to do simple stuff, easily contented mah haha.

You know, i never really get to do "kids stuff" when i was young. Wasnt really the outgoing type when i was young so i will usually just dash back home and play my own computer games. I started to become more outgoing after Sec 4 onwards. That means i never get to fight or play pranks or joke or do anything stupid when i was young haha. Maybe by playing with them i get to make up for what i miss out during my younger days. So what if other people sees it as "noisy and naughty behaviour", the main thing is to have fun. And I HAVE FUN DOING THAT! Go sue me lol.

The rain was pouring as i walk out of the chalet this morning. I walked on the same path alone at night when i was going there and again i am walk back alone. A sense of melancholy sort of went fly my thoughts. I really, really hate Prof Lai for setting his lecture on this saturday. Of all the saturdays, WHY CANT HE CHOOSE SOME OTHER SATURDAYS!

Oh well, i had fun. What a good way for me to destress myself. It's November. All my exams are coming soon. I am really looking forward to my holidays this year. This year is good, really good. Even if my exam results are not good, i dont tink i would be bothered to care so much about it. CAP drop drop lor, i see more important things in my life than CAPS.

I still remember the winds on you when you touched me.

I cant believe...

you found me when no one else was looking

how did you know just where i would be

Yah you broke through all of my confusion

the ups and the downs and you still didnt leave

I guess that you saw what nobody could see

the good and the bad that the things they wont see

You found me