I wanna let you know

I wanna let you know

I have been going out with my friends for the past 2 days. Went out with Yan Hong, Sebestian, Jonas, Gary, Vixson, Yiqun and Cuiying. First let us talk about the Sakae sushi outing.

I haven been to eat at Sakae sushi for a very long time already. Quite impress with the service there, they are using IT to order food now haha. Ate a lot of food and a lot of chawamushi. Sort of have a "chawamushi warfare" going on as everybody kept ordering tat and chawamushi was spilling all over me and Yan Hong's pants lol. He even put chawamushi on my drinking tea lol. Went over to play the arcade at Jurong Point. I am in love with this new game call Jubeat, gonna train there if i have the time and money next time haha. And the musics are cool. Played Daytona, Yan Hong was driving on reverse mode again and crashing on to everyone haha. He was sort of helping me but i still didnt win in the end. He was playing this chocolate scooping game and borrowed $1 from me, won a little biscuit in the end. He had to go off first so i just loiter around with the rest of them and played Jubeat.

Today they went to Kbox. We paid for the student offer and it was hard coordinating everybody's food haha. Sang quite a lot of songs, both English and Mandarin. I have a lot of fun singing and dancing in all sorts of crazy moves as usual. Took a shuttle bus and walked around at West Coast Plaza, which was formally known as Ginza. Changed a lot and there isnt a lot of shops inside. I waited for Yan Hong to go back first before making my own journey home. Suzannah decided to fly my kite because she claimed that she sent me a sms saying that i dont need to meet her up. Really??!! I dont wish to know more, i am just glad to be able to go home and rest earlier.

I have a lot of fun with my group of students. It's a totally different kind of experience going out with them. Even though i didnt blog much about it here, it doesnt dilute away the fun that i have. Partly because i am tired and secondly, i am at a lost of words to write cuz i had so much fun that i dont even know how to start elaborating it =)

Thanks to Dean, i am able to clinch myself a soon-to-be part time job. What job is it? I dont really want to say it here, only a few people know. Will update about it soon.

Time really flies when i am outside with my friends. It feels like if i just started enjoying my holidays. This year, my holidays are quite different compare to my previous year. If this was like last year, i will be at home everyday playing my FlyFF game, grinding...grinding. I will be at home playing mahjong on weekends. I will be well, basicially acting like an indoor boy who is afraid of the sun outside aka boring person. Despite the fact that being a NUS year 2 student is a shit to me this year with tons of lab reports to do, stressful exams to prepare for and poor performance during my exams, my life has become more significantly happier. It's a lot lesser about myself this year and more about the people around me. New friends, new experiences, new opportunities. I cannot ask for anything more this Christmas, i have already got what i wanted in my life at the moment and i am contented. Thanks.

I cant end here, the holidays are still on. Events will continue to pour in at a later time. I am going to enjoy each and every bit of my happiness with my friends and family this year. The world may be in turmoil, but my little world is just beginning to bloom. The holidays may not be long. Soon, everything will resume back to normal and everyone's gonna go back to their own mundane life. However, the memories that we share will carry on with us throughout the process of our mundane life.

Right now! Right now i cant explain this...

Why? Why do i have this brand new feeling?

Really? It this really how i should feel?

Already. I can feel myself changing bit by bit already.

Still, i can still feel the presence of melancholy.

There there, departures are inevitable.

Leaving nothing behind but regrets, departures are not forever.

And now, i just hate it when night falls. Because that is when everybody is departing. Departure happens everyday, but reunion will come back to us the next day.

It's not about what is near

Neither is it about anything there

What matters now is the situation here

The flowers here are blooming better than those near us

And it is certainly a lot brighter than those up there

So dont let go with what you have now

For anything better around you, or for a better future

Because i believe in being contented than for a future of utmost happiness

I gotta let you know
I wanna let you know
I gonna let you know

I cant let you go...

I definitely wont let you go. It's a matter of letting you know. I like you, a lot more than i thought =)