Let the fence fall

Let the fence fall

Finally i have time for myself, haha.

No lah, actually i dont want to have time for myself. Time flies really quickly when you are doing things and hanging out with friends. I dont even have time to play my online games lol, which is a good thing cuz i am getting sick of playing those alone. I dont like to enjoy alone by myself but when it comes to studying, i prefer to do it alone for the pleasure of peace and tranquility. Can concentrate better mah haha.

Went out with Yan Hong, Vixson, Kailin, Perdenver, Jonas and Gary to play badminton. Didnt realise that Jonas is in the badminton team too, and yah badminton captain Perdenver there literally trashed all of us haha. His smacking skill machiam like homing missile and whenever he smacks, it's like if somebody just pissed him off and WACK BOOM BANG goes the shuttlecock. Scary haha. I am old so my badminton skills are kinda sucky haha, but i still like to play badminton. Dont have a racket so i borrowed one from Perdenver. Yan Hong was like playing around a lot, he cannot serve the shuttlecock properly but he can still hit them. Need to practice serving ah bro haha. Played 3 v 4 lol, booked 2 courts and i can see leechers outside trying to use it when we were playing 3 v 4. Damn it, i bloody well paid $14 buck plus for the courts, no leecher can use it without my permission. No freeloaders hor zzz, over my dead body first haha.

Sweaty, tired but fun. Ended at 4pm sharp cuz other people booked the court already. Didnt noe that the courts would be tat popularly used in the CC. It was raining heavily so we just linger around at the stage waiting for it to stop. Yan Hong kept fighting with me and throwing my slippers and snatching my specs lol. I just cant stop that boy haha, kanna own by him. Jonas got to go first and we continue to loiter around till 6pm. Rain finally stopped and i brought them to MacDonald. Yan Hong had to rush off first to "cover-up" his act haha. Chit chatted with the rest of them till 7.30pm about all kinds of crappy stuff. From NS rank to Viagra lol, you cannot believe how ridiculously we digressed haha. Sent Kailin off while Perdenver, Vixson and Gary decided to drop by my house for a visit.

They destroyed the O2 jam songs haha, play lvl 50 songs sia crazy ah! 3 ppl squeezing on 1 keyboard to play lol. Vixson and Gary helped me install Stepmania in my com, heard tat game from Perdenver yesterday. Very nice it is like DDR, and it has got a lot of nice anime songs too. I love it haha. Perdenver just dig around my house and snoop at my refrigerator eh. They drank a lot, ate chips, my char sao also lol. My mum was like "where is the char sao" and i just said tat i let the boys eat them cuz i dont like char sao haha. It's like if i was rearing pigs in my room just now. Growing boys need a lot of food eh lol. Browse around at blogs and make a fun out of MSN. Zzzz boys, playing boys haha and i just cant help but to be amused by their behaviour. It's a rare sight to see, should have video record them down and show my other friends if possible haha.

Even though i try my best to stay neutral as possible, i know that it is impossible to do that. Sitting on the fence gives people the feeling that you are indecisive, hypocrite and lack initiative. For me i just try to stay out of nosey business that has got nothing to do with me. But when it comes to a time when i have to really take a stand, my decisions are final, firm and always to the extreme.

I know it has got nothing to do with me, but i am learning to understand how a friend should act at different circumstances. When one person thinks that something isnt right about you, it could be due to him being bias or lack of understanding. But when a lot of people think that there is something with you, i think you better do some self-reflection. 1 wrong doesnt mean a right, but 2 wrongs definitely dont make a right.

Dont hate who they are

They love you

But you couldnt learn the proper way to love them

Hatred dont just spawn from nowhere

They are seeded and sow

And the harvest aint meant to be reaped from. It's gloomy.

As a nobody, my stand is neutral.

As a somebody, my stand is with my friends. Period.