Push the swing

Push the swing

2009 didnt come out as a good year. Singnet server is having issues and a lot of singnet users are having DC, including me argh. I cant even play my Flyff properly and the DC killed my beloved pet rabbit. Sob, i spent a lot of time rearing my rabbit to lvl B leh. Sad. Level 105 seems a far away from me now that the holidays are ending.

Enough of procrastinating, time to get down to business. CORS bidding starts today. Round 1A and i am already bidding for 4 out of 5 modules haha. Need to clear faculty requirement so i can take anything tat is not CM coded under science fac. Planning to take Science of Music to clear it but the project involves the making of a MIDI file. I might have problems doing it so i am psycho-ing other people to take with me haha. Lingjie seems pretty fine with it but i have a feeling that i will be taking that module alone haha. Nvm lah make new friends lor. Definitely clearing my art GEM module this semester so i have decided to take Changing Landscape, but bidding wont occur till Round 2A starts. Have already got some tips bout tat module, Qiuyan and Youmei took tat module before so maybe i can get the textbook from them. Mark might be taking with me, need to clarify with him again. Thanks for the lab reports Yin Ngai and Mark, oh yah i need to send mine to Vannessa also i keep forgetting haha. Who wants to join me in Science of Music? I must psycho harder on MSN tmr haha.

These few days i have been planning my timetable till my head want to crack, apart from just gaming and rotting at home haha. Payday from my tuition is coming soon WOO HOO, time to go out and shop. Yong Cong wants a farewell outing for our beloved Adrian haha, just in time for outing when payday is finally here. I have being stripped off my income ever since my previous tuition stopped. This current one is doing just fine. I dont want to get "over-friendly" with this boy like how i did to Kenneth and he climbed over my head. I want to make a change or at least tone down a bit this year. No more of the nonsense from me and more of the serious and less joking side. I dont want to dance around on other people's finger like a puppet. Getting sick of doing it even though it makes the person feels nice about me. But i dont want to do that anymore, time to change the bad habit. I still joke around at the correct moment, but not all the time now.

It is just like what Chee Keong said. Whenever i blog, there will always be a hidden meaning behind it. I just hate it when he says tat but i wont deny about the fact. Yup its true, i cant hide anything from that socio-guy. But the reason i said things so indirectly is because i want those people to realise the problem by themselves and not when it is too late for me to tell them in the face. It might sound shallow to do things indirectly but i am just doing it so that the situation wont be too awkward when we confront the next time. Yes, read between the lines and if you fail to do so, we will face the music together. But seriously, i will completely forget about the rhapsody event the next day haha. I dont like to retain bad memories =)

Another riddle for another irony. Read closely chosen one and dont feel sad, i am feeling worse than you right now:

The patience is big, but it's not infinite

I know it's a joke

I get the meaning, but i dont always like it

You always get to push

I am always the one being pushed

"Hey lighten up a bit would you, it hurts"

When you say that you dont care, i seriously wonder

If you dont care about me, i might stop caring for you

You know i am joking, of course i am

I still joke when i am serious, i hope you realise it

It's not a joke anymore by the time you know it

Au revoir is painful, i wish this day wouldnt come

I gotta let you know, i wanna let you know

I gotta let you know, i cant let you go

Dont make me let go

I'm dropping off from the swing you idiot, stop pushing me!