Not that simple Part I

Not that simple Part I

Even though i am busy with my school stuff, i will still try to take some time off to blog about my status. Blogging helps to relieve some amount of my stress and at this moment, i need the relieve.

Perhaps it is just a bit too late for me to realise that i have over-tired myself. I am very, very tired. I still haven understand what tomorrow's lab is about and my analytical test is around the corner, yet my eyes are closing already. Sometimes i just feel so helpless that i want to burst into tears haha. I dont do last minute stuff so its not like if i am rushing or anything. But the amount of stress from school and from my own expectation, i feel like if i am over-tiring myself so that i wont have time to think about certain things. Certain memories that i try to suppress yet at the same time wonderful to recall. My dear memories, those sweet intoxicating moments. Still, its a fact that schoolwork is heavy at the moment and especially with the test around the corner, i better keep myself alert and prepare for the EXTREMELY DIFFICULT analytical chem test on thursday. I am going to sleep now.

No, i dont cry on the outside anymore. Sob...