Not that simple Part II

Not that simple Part II

Once again, another dejected day of the week. Got stuck in a lift together with 13 other people while i was on my way to submit my lab report. Got stuck for about 15mins, the experience wasnt frightening at all, just stuffy and hot. Duh with 14 people together inside, i will die from the lack of oxygen first before the lift collapse on us. In the end some guy just did some technical thingy and the lift was back to normal operation again. Lift phobia...

Horror from Inorganic test as i was shocked by the terrible marks that i received. Kinda surprise really, cuz i was quite confident in doing well for the test. Well, it proves to show that what you think you know isnt what it really seems to be. Good news is that a lot of people failed this test and most of them were borderline passes. However, being part of the "majority" of the failures doesnt make me feel any better. Anyway it is just 10%, i will just take this test as a lesson to improve on my concepts for the final term. Let me just procrastinate for the day lah, i keep complaining till my friends are sick of it already haha. Still, i am very disappointed with my performance.

Zhenjian, Youmei and Angelina are coming over to my house tomorrow to study for the analytical test on thursday. I hope i can explain some of the concepts properly, i dont want a repeat from the trauma of my inorganic test again. Sigh. Since i cant score well in the paper in which most people can, i will try to score well for the paper in which most people cant. Self-comforting maybe, but i need to focus my energy on what's coming next and not moan on what's over.

And so what is the use when i spend so much time studying and the output doesnt payoff. Tired yet i wont give up. Because i put in effort to study, if it pays off it means that i know my stuff well. It's like if a storm just destroyed a farmer's crop just one day before the harvest season. The painful disappointment of what you reap isnt what you sow, it hurts. Tired, regrets will be what i am counting in my sleep tonight, not sheeps.