Not your everyday surprise

Not your everyday surprise

I got the reply from MOE. Same result as ZJ lor, i think they really just want people from the Arts and Social Science faculty. Tsk tsk, i guess it's back to the drawing board again. First come first serve, i am going to whoever that gives me the best deal liao. I need a job damn badly during the holidays and in my situation, i couldnt care much anymore zzz.

Next week is the last week of school and i have got 3 tests to study lol. Thank god inorganic is multiple choice basis, thank you mothership haha. Physical is going to be like normal i guess, the usual. Analytical is just a mock test so the marks wont be counted, more of an exposure to the type of questions that would come out during the finals. The final exams are going to be scary, not the papers but the competition within the cohort. Competition, it isnt always for the better.

Everything is soon to be due next week. Concept map lah, reflective writing and the last lab report haha, away with the burdens lol. I hate this part of my life now, it's getting harder to breathe by the minute.

I am playing Granado Espada and soon playing with ZJ once i reached his level. It's a much nicer game compare to Flyff. I will still play my Flyff during certain events. After all, its 4 years of hardwork for my Flyff and i will not throw it away just because i am "bored" of it. Some people just like to get over old things after they got a new one. I despise those people, inside my heart of course haha. The superficial life continues on the world outside, hurray for hypocrisy. So if any air head dares to brag about their new things and blah blah their crap in my presence, you can be sure i am looking at them in a different way haha. Well i like new stuff too, who doesnt lol. Love the new but hate the brag, get my point?

I think i am pretty much occupied with a lot of stuff lately. Gaming, studying, schooling and more studying. I need people to listen to my problems more than me listening to theirs. If only my advice can help myself as much as i did for them. Like they said: there is not such thing as a self cure for a psychiatrist. The only way to help a psychiatrist's problem is to get another psychiatrist, ironic lol. A few more of my kind of people around my circle would be nice haha.

It's very much like the harder i pursue the more it runs away from me. And i cant just possibly stop at the same spot and wait for something to come at me. Either way its taking a toll on me lol. Simple life, easier said than done. Simplicity means nothing if complexity means everything. Thus being simple and being complicated, they are just worlds apart.