Book of the mellow

Book of the mellow

Just tired. It seems that everytime i am studying during my exam period, my mind will be wondering about certain issues. I need a better life and keep myself going. Meanwhile its more studying and less of the joking. I need a shoulder to lean on lately, sigh. So tired, but nobody knows. Couldnt care any lesser, who's got the time to lol.

There is no ending when there isnt a start in the first place

Everything said was just a wishful thinking

Laughters around with hidden agenda

To you it seems like nothing else matter

If only relationships could last forever

Everything else would just stay together

It's like reading a book from the middle

With neither a beginning nor an end, nothing make sense

The process was fun which i really enjoyed it

You make me go mad and it's really a thrill

Everything can be fake but my feelings are real

Never noticed, never reveal, till time stood still

Perhaps some parts were missing, thus the misunderstanding

I blame the words, the meaning, and all that is said

Things stay put the way they are

Without notice, never too far

You always wonder where they are

Only to realise the importance of who they are

Closing the book would be a better way

But curiosity kills the cat, i pay for the price

There are just way too many things that i cant be bothered

Dont see a need, no time to ponder

The sincerity i got seems to lack luster

Of worlds apart, stay away from my border

Addicted, i choose to accept what's not real from what is real

This book shall keep me company and make my fantasy real

Mockery, you laugh at his stupidity

Mortify, ashamed by your stupidity

Melancholic, she dwells about her stupidity

Mellowing, he needs liberation from this stupidity

I cannot lend you this book away no matter what.

Dont lose this book, it's really precious to me.

Everything stays strong because you live

Everything means a thing when you bother to live

For yourself, someone or anything else that matter

Find a reason to live over and over again, just dont ever give up.

Doesnt he sounds like a pathetic fool to you, haha