To be like you

To be like you

One of the main reason why i haven blog for a long time is because blogspot is seriously bugged. I can only type in HTML format and it annoys me with the font and colour coding. So troublesome zzz

As usual my schedule is either pack with relief teaching or tuition. I got to skip away with Patrick's tuition today becuz it clashes with my relief teaching. I am really really overloading myself with too much work. I cant say no to money but i am depriving myself out of a lot of social activities. I am literally digging out time to spend moments with friends, outings and for my daily gaming lol.

My timetable is more or less completely. Apart from bidding for the lab slot on monday, my only free day will be on friday. Wednesday i may start school either at 3pm or 4pm depending on wat i am gonna bid for Round 2A. Mrs Lim from HKSS is offering me a very tempting suggestion. She wants me to come back on wednesday to do relief teaching. Hmmmm, somehow i heard tat before LAST YEAR and they DIDNT call me down during my free days. So now i am like, do they really mean wat they say lol. Becuz if i can go down to relief every wednesday it means tat i will have a steady income of $65 per week. I can also juggle with my tuition for Patrick. The downside would be tat i will compromise my perfect "One level 1 module per semester till i graduate" plan. And if they dont call me down it means i just screwed myself upside down. Oh well, i wouldnt bet too much on that offer since the school will most likely employ a new batch of relief teachers to replace the current ones. They did that last year, not surprise if they do it again this year. So yah, i aint biting the gullible stick twice this time.

Welcome back Hafizah haha. I have managed to make plans for an outing this friday to celebrate with the gang. I hope Kitty replies me soon. Earth to kitty, respond to my sms please. School is reopening soon and i will need to get my new shoes, shorts and more shirts to update my wardrobe. I seriously hate wearing repeated clothes to school, especially the ugly ones. I dont noe what the hell i have been buying for the past few years. I need to improve my fashion taste and to do tat i need to throw my old wardrobe away. I need a fresh set of clothes, argh. I pray that santa would give me a wardrobe filled with Zara clothings this christmas.

This headache of mine is really killing me so i got to stop soon. I love relief teaching this year, especially the sec 3 batches. Kinda sad that my school is reopening. Time to usher in a period of hell and goodbye to my paradise island. I use to love the money and i still do, just tat i love the sense of achievement even more.

I was wrong. I get jealous over things way too easily. If i were to change my attitude so suddenly for no reason, it could be my fault. But i would rather you do a self-reflection first before you start pin-pointing at others. It's true tat i dont give up on relationships tat easily. It's like if i have got quick regenerating ability like Wolverine. To end it i would need a really strong and lethal blow. Headache again argh, gtg.