Murky reflection

Murky reflection

So i just finished playing my dragonica. Haven been able to train properly lately so yah, trying to find back the feeling to grind.

While i was cutting my nails outside my house,the night breeze was blowing over my body and i think to myself: what a wonderful night it could be, if only...

Mum was at home the whole day as usual and we just do our own things. She went to sleep early as usual since there was nothing much for her to do. And i think to myself again: have i been spending enough quality time with her? Not really. Feeling bad? Maybe, so what does it mean to me...

This feeling that has been haunting me for a very long time still continues to linger, who said that time heals all wound. It shivers to stand alone in the middle of the night.

Alright back to reality. One more week till school reopens. Kinda sad to see tat my holidays are ending but i am also eager to meet my friends back in school again. Surely i will be drown with lab reports, projects, tests and exams, but those are inevitable whenever you are still schooling. At least i get to suffer together with all my friends in school haha. Need to get a new hair cut cuz i detest my annoying fringe. Need to get a pair of new slippers too cuz the current one look like robocop and sounds like a duck whenever i walk haha. Need to squeeze in a lot of time for outing this week: Meet up with Hafizah, singing session with CK and gang, juggling tuitions and possibly another singing session with the boys. My tuition kid wants me to be a "parental volunteer" for his school excursion trip to Discovery Centre haha. He seems really eager for me to go but i am not sure. It might clash with my relief teaching and even if it didnt, i dont noe how to handle primary school kids lol. Handling secondary school is enough much less with the primary school haha.

Lab balloting and CORS round 2A starts tomorrow. No worries for round 2A since i will only need to spam my points on 1 module, easy cheesecake lah haha. Lab balloting is the more headache one. First come first serve basis argh, tat means i cannot leave my eyes off the monitor at 9am lor. That also means no relief teaching for me tomorrow since i got to glue myself to the com, which all NUS chem students would be doing for tomorrow lol. Oh well, back to dragonica after the balloting.

Blueberries are nice. They are sweet and so cute to look at. Simply delicious though some of them make you sour. As time goes by, you start to get sick of eating blueberries. Not sick as in tired of eating the same thing. But they just make you so sour tat it makes you feel depress from eating them. Where's the sweet feeling of eating those sweet blueberries gone to?

Catch me while you still can
For i am here now, still here another day
Your listening ear
Your 24/7 handman
Your everyday convenient store
But soon i will be gone, another place on every other day
I dont know if you will miss me or not
But you can be sure that i wont have time for your shenanigans
We never have a black-and-white agreement, only mutual
Even though you bring me more disappointment than joy, i can still bear with it
But you cant simply think that i am that stupid right?
The charade is ending, finally.
Back to reality, the real me