Wednesday, June 16, 2010

Optical illusion Part VI


Optical illusion Part VI

The thought of going back to work irks me.

The thought of going back to work knowing that Ashley doesnt clean up the optic shop irks me even more.

I had one of the most wonderful sleep ever for the first time in June since I started working. I slept like a log and woke up like a tiger. Just a normal peaceful weekday with no thrills and frills. I miss being at home, for now.

And so I realise that my life is peaceful and quiet, way too quiet. Most people think that I am more of the conservative type of person. Conservative = not fun = boring. Am I really that kind of person? My environment is, but I'm not. Trapped within my space and environment, I realise that I am trying to break free from this tranquility.

I hope to get back my new glasses by this week. I wonder what I should do for my weekends since I am given off by my lady boss again. Wait or make, it's time to take initiative again.

It's a quiet night today. Nah, I shouldnt feel lonely. I have the stars to accompany me. I'm learning to be more optimistic at night. Yup, the night is beautiful today.

I like the term used by Kesmond when he says that some of the stuff I wrote are cryptic. Yah, it sounds better than a riddle.

Dont trust the flower girl who sells flowers with a frown.
Her roses are red but riddled with thorns.
Beneath her hood are hidden with horns.
She's an succubus in disguise, dont let your guard down.

Dont trust the fallen angel you see on the street.
His wings are not clipped, or so he claims.
He approached you to fulfil his aim.
He's a devil in disguise, cant you see that his wings are clipped?

Dont trust the bride who crys in her wedding.
Tears of joy in the eyes of the naive.
She crys for freedom from the clutches of the groom,
who is an incubus in disguise, save her from being nothing!

Saving grace from a falling face. Dont be such a pathetic fool to the people around you. Know where you belong and stay broken elsewhere. With no place to go, you should really open your eyes and see reality through them and not in your dreams. Dont be delusional, you're not an optical illusion. You're just living in a black and white world.

Addicted to O2 jam again. I love to play "Bride in Dream", "I love Dance", "CrossTime", "Move it on", "Ohko" and "V3". "Last Winter" is also a very nice song that I am training again. It's really nice!

I'm off to bed. I love a cooling night breeze, dont you?

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