Optical illusion Part VII

Optical illusion Part VII

Tell me why, tell me why
我还在原地寂寞的徘徊
我的爱，我的等待
垮成了一地错落无奈

Tell me why, tell me why
我祈祷昏迷的我快醒来
错过的都不存在
我还有好多人
疼爱

Tell me why, just tell me why? Why am I so bothered by the melody and the lyrics of this song? Did it sing the thought out of me that I've been trying to hide and run away from? I try not to think too much about certain things and get going with my current life. But every little thing that I see reminds me about her so much, so so much.

I have pretty much almost everything I want in life at the moment. Money, looks, good friends whom I can chat with me till dawn and to accompany me. Everything just came a little too late, too too late.

Some people say that I am clingy. I admit that in the past I do that just for fun. But now, there's a valid reason for me to do so. Are you afraid of me?

那个阿蠢是我, 阿蠢是我

Tell me why, oh tell me why.

Why cant I see tears when I cry?

Why cant I smile when I see joy?

Grandma used to say that people can fly.

I was too young that time to know why.

Now I know that when people die,

they fly to a faraway place high up in the sky.

Alright, I'm quite fine actually. Listening to that song just made me emoish for the night. A lot of interesting things happen at work today. I saw a celebrity coming into our shop today cuz apparently he is also involve in the optometry sector and somemore my lady boss knows him. Lol, surprise surprise. Slacked at work today cuz there wasnt a lot of customers. Lady boss is taking leave so she got another optometry guy to take over her. My "new boss" is a very quiet and demure person. So demure that I have to initiate so many stuff so as to "interact" with him. Oh well, training up on my interpersonal relationship skill. Other then that he is quite a nice person. At least he is not as picky as my lady boss.

I am receiving a lot of compliments from people about the new pair of glasses I made, be it truthful or lies. Thanks anyway. Even the customers in the optic shop are eyeing on it, like if they wanna steal it. My new boss says that I should stop wearing them cuz it's attracting too much attention. Ha ha, I'm like a 招财猫

I know that there are people out there who are concern about me, even when I say that I am fine. Sorry for making them worry about me. Dont worry I wont die that easily haha. I mean, I'm just more of a bubbly person on the outside but emoish on the inside. I may be living in an optical illusion sometimes but I know when to snap out of it. I'm my mind is clear as a saint.