Wendine's problem

Haha wat a day it is really. Wake up really early to play my Tales and only to get stump not because i cant win but i cant get that stupid item off that bloody Arietta while Regret and Largo keeps disturbing. My characters are way too strong and i just kill Arietta before i can steal her rare item, winning Regret and Largo is easy but getting that item off Arietta proofs to be a challenge. Gonna try it again later tonight i dont care, i must have it! Invited Sia, Tohly and Joe to my house today, ended up playing mahjong for a short while with me and mum almost winning throughout the short game lol. After Joe came he wreck my computer configuration haha and make me lose out of control haha, then we wack a game of Naruto together. Played Naruto throughout my house, not tired of it cuz they just want me to lose badly haha, i was sort of winning them a lot but i did lose. Joe just keep yapping and Tohly just shake his head, am i really that strong lol? Oh yah i also did some major change over for my look: cut a real short armani hairstyle and change a new pair of glasses, i think i look good cuz i always look good haha, just that this time i am BETTER haha. They say that i look better then before, so does mum and bro, cant get too cocky but yah i think i look good too =P. At PS we went to play the arcade haha and from then we have decided to devote our money on nothing but the prize grabbing games haha. The prize are just too attractive and we are determine to win it at any cost, so watch out for payday cuz we are gonna rock the arcade. I want my Le Amour phone badly haha and anything useful. Booked the movie tickets for Ghost Game or Ghost something, it was quite a nice horror thai movie. Nice as in just nice, duh. Horror as in some of the parts, especially in front are quite surprising but the ending at the bad was rather like the final destination style: all died haha. Sia was loud in the movie, i was shivering like a wuss, Tohly just sit there plain simple understanding the movie and Joe just sleep....halfway, lol. Surprisingly i dont have any much of haunting experience from that movie, in fact the crowd can even laugh at some part so how scary do you really think it is now? Yah yah i was scared, but who cares lol. Overall experience from today's activity was fantastic, i am really looking forward to an outing like this next time, apart from the very ex transport taxi ride by Joe, lol.

I am happy when i am happy, i am only sad when i am not happy. A happiness about forgetting sadness, a sadness about an ending happiness. Nobody likes to be unhappy, but happiness can never last forever. I just want to be selfish, i want to be happy forever but i cant. I want to be with my friends as much as i want but i cant. I really like my friends a lot, not for the huggly love love stuffs but for all the things they have done for me. Making me happy and getting use to me. True friends dont need you to be what they want you to be, they accept who you really are and get use to you, not you getting use to them. It takes guts and courage to stand through the trial of friendship, i have end them myself without any hesitation, i have try my best to put in effort to develop friendship. In the end it's up to you to accept how it wants to be. Friendship is like a huge cargo ship drifting in the sea, there are many people onboard and you are the captain. When the captain is in distress, the ship isnt save to ride. Some might escape to the lifeboat, others just remain and help out the problem. Real friends bears the wave no matter what the troubles are, even when the captain decides to abandon the ship, the crew wont. And as the crew works hard to keep the ship afloat, the selfless captain will one day realise his mistake and return back to the ship with guilt but warm welcome from the crew.

Shinn: It has been fun, isnt it Funny
Funny: Yup yup it's really nice, i enjoy it a lot
Sorrow: I think i can hide away for now
Shinn: Your existence is critical especially to keep Dark away
Dark: Now now is that the way to talk about your counter part
Shinn: I have keep you at bay till now and i can continue to do it
Dark: Haha, now that is funny, isnt it Funny
Funny: Not funny Dark, you are horrible
Dark: Not as bad as Lust here
Lust: And when did i come into the picture suddenly
Shinn: Lust's help has been important, he steers my mind clear from your judgement
Lust: My my, i am honoured. Feel free to consult me again if any
Dark: Blah blah craps
Shinn: Dont worry, you wont be out tat easily, i have them looking after you
Sorrow: When you mean "them", i hope you will exclude me out please
Shinn: As you wish, you can go to sleep now
Dark: I am also a part of you, i will be out. The time just isnt ripe, yet. Haha
Shinn: Not when my hope stays strong.
Dark: Careful, people might think you are crazy talking to yourself again
Funny: And yah, for the first few archive they haven thought about that before. Bleah
Dark: Why you little....
Shinn: Enough, i dont wish to argue about that.
Sorrow: I wonder how Wendine will think about this now....
Shinn: ...

Imaginary friends are just missing parts in the friendship cycle, waiting to be filled up