A fool in folly land *Introduction*

Yah it's friday and i am back home now. It was sort of a happy mood in camp but when it comes to going back home, the tempo suddenly turned placid and i dont really feel good. It has nothing to do with going back home at all, it's about something else. Joe accompanied me all the way and help me clean up the conference room, before that we did some major fatigues and cleaning up. I am not tired from the cleaning up, in fact i feel totally opposite of how others would feel. I have also take up an interest in playing basketball. I love basketball now although i am a complete noob in that game, i just love shooting hoops and playing with people. All i can blame is myself for not appreciating that sport when i was young, regrets.... As long as people dont mind playing with me as a noob i am ok, all that deters me is how the others will feel when i play with them. I dont want to be a spoiled sport cuz of my lousy skill haha, i am still learning so give me more time. I am open up to any mentors haha, if not then i shall learn by myself. It's about shooting hoop, what's the deal? Gonna go out with one of the forumer friend that i made in the MINDEF forum, actually we have chat for quite a while and we have a huge crush on all kinds of anime. He is like my anime mentor haha and he is gonna show me around to buy my favourite Ouran High School merchandise. I am glad that he knows what i am looking for haha, at least there are some people out there who truly notice what i am after, even though we never see each other before i believe that we will have a good time sharing animes. He once offered me to an anime marathon but i declined cuz i wanna keen on going out that time, now that my "out-going genes" has been triggered i wont hesitate any chance to go out anymore. Hope that i can get some good merchandise haha now that payday has already come, i am ready to spend! Just got back my phone bill too and i want to vomit my blood out haha. The bill exceeded my limit argh and i have to pay extra, argh i hate it. I am gonna stop picking my phone cuz i dont have any freaking incoming calls!! Why cant you people just sms me argh... My Ouran craze is reaching it's plataeu and yah, the opening song is nice but i wont be listening to it that much now haha. My favourite now is Ain no other man by Christina Aguilera haha, cool beat to it that makes me wanna dance *at home when no one is around lol*. Boogie up to the hype haha.

I always thought that you are a fool. Now i realise that the biggest fool is no one but myself. All the things that i have done, useless and crippled. What a mockery i have done to myself by degrading myself to the utmost degree. I just want nothing but your attention but i dont think you really ever care. I am just nothing but someone you have met in your life, been there done that. The logic is there. I tried many times to give up about you but i know that i cant. But it's ok, my time is almost up. I will be leaving soon in another few months time, it's gonna be a very swift and fast tempo now. For you never really cares a damn for my existence, i shall slowly forget you away while i really leave the place. I will have regrets for not taking my chance seriously but as time heals all wound, i believe i can take it as it goes. As for you, honestly i am freaking curious as how you think about me even though i constantly fade my presence in front of you. I have already make a fool out of myself in front of you, what more can i still lose if you hit me hard on the face? How mortifying.....

Introduction: Keys, Gates and Jobs
Once in a certain world, there exist two kind of items in people's heart: either a Key or a Gate. No one can bear these two items in a single heart. The Gate holds the place which host a power locked deep down inside waiting to be unleash. The Key is the control to free the power lock deep inside the Gate. Bearer of Gates are call gatekeepers, bearer of Keys are call Keyholders. Together when the Key and the Gate merges, a complete entity is form which can unleash all kind of powers: both creation and destructions. Gatekeepers exist in very sheer numbers and they must present certain entities to qualify as keepers. Gatekeepers are a group of special people that can only be identified upon meeting the correct keyholders. Beside gatekeepers, practically anyone in the world can be a keyholders. However only the gatekeeper themselves can choose whether or not to accept the keyholders as the Key to open up the Gate inside. Once successful, the Key will unlock the Gate and both entity can have access to control the power inside, either as individual wielders or together as a Complete Entity. A gate can remain dormant for many years, sometimes even locked forever if he/she cant choose the correct Key to unlock the Gate. Gatekeepers and keyholders are not immortals, but gatekeepers can reincarnate in future forms waiting, lying in dormant for the correct Key to unlock it. Gatekeeper themselves maybe be weak with their powers remain locked inside, however they still possess the primary powers to defend any dangers that tries to harness their power unintentionally. People that choose to forcefully unleash the power of the Gate are call Breakers and they will usually cause the gatekeepers to make their powers go wild. Keyholders do not have powers at all by nature. They must learn to utilize their power through practice or Arts and Skills. There are 3 kind of job in the world: Wielders, Casters and Protectors. Wielders utilize the power of nature like fire, wind, water etc and command them with respect. Caster act like supporters or partners to aid the wielders and protectors in combat usually with arts to heal injuries or boost powers. Protectors use weapons like swords, bows, maces etc kind of close combat skills. You do not need to be a wielder, caster or protector to be able to qualify as a keyholder, however gatekeepers excel in Arts and Skills by nature, thus they are usually Wielders, Casters or Protectors. Breakers are a threat to Gates and thus they are usually skilled in Arts and Skills as well.

Gate shuts tight,
keys in sight,
lost without a guide.

Gate of dancing flames,
Gate of flowing calm,
Gate of freedom breeze,
Gate of bloosom green
Gate of ever sight,
Gate of dreadful nocturne,

Keys of constellation, one in a perfect match
Yet the constellations are constantly changing, when will the gate open?

What...a....fool....constantly deceiving myself. I will tell you whatever i have kept inside me all this time. I dont need your answer, i dont need your reply for when i have finish what i want to say i shall erase away everything.

Sometimes all it takes is the correct atmosphere, some initiative, patience, understanding and time to share your problems with somebody, even though he might just be a stranger you might not know ever in your life.