A gamble of faith

Well its been pretty long since i blog haha, call me lazy or anything cuz there just aint anything to write about lol. My plans lately haha, well the usual: Played Flyff as my routine and finally got my character to Lvl 75, sure too me real long and i can finally use the items i stored for a very long time haha. Brought myself Ar Tonelico to play with though i said tat it wasnt tat good, not tat bad actually once i hands on tat game. Well graphic wise is definitely a hands down haha but storywise is still nice, character development is good and i definitely have a good time diving into the Reyvateil's mind haha, the inner conscience of a person is really bizarre and intriguing.

Well Chinese New Year is here and soon will be gone in a flash. Hong Bao harvest isnt getting better as one continue to age haha, just enough for me to pay my bills for the upcoming month haha. BlackJack gambling wasnt my day this year lol, i lost...haha. I hate to lose lol but it is all part of the win-lose cycle in gambling. Cousins are getting tall, real tall haha but height doesnt proves anything. Cousin Darrell was so alike to me lol everyone keep talking about us haha. How would i noe that we would be dress almost the same, much less look alike haha. Yah that cousin of mine is growing up fast, i wont lose to him *starting height sprint mode!!!* haha. Played mahjong again as usual with my cousin, Sassy and Nic. Started out quite late cuz Nic has to go over to her cousin's house. Started the ball rolling at a slow tempo, after tat it was obvious that i was gaining the momentum. Sassy was on a downward spiral losing streak, everyone was SIANZ at the way i was ummm...taking away their money away haha. Sorry lah didn mean to, just a friendly game remember haha. Well i was winning so i was the friendly one lol. In the end i was the only big winner, i kinda feel sorry for Sassy for being the biggest loser BUT when i notice that he got lots of Hong Bao with some $50 inside, i changed my mind IMMEDIATELY and i realise tat i wont feel bad AT ALL winning his money. Donate to the poor ah ===> me haha

I thought tat all along i was the one who he doesnt trust. Now i realise that i was the one who actually dont trust him. Conflicting trust, so much misunderstanding and worries all for nothing. If only i were to trust him more things wont have gone out of control. But i am happy, really happy now tat i am in the wrong and i am good tat i was wrong. All the worries that i have, gone into the drain. No more worries, no more unhappiness. I just want thing to remain as it is, just like the innocent shine.

2 wrongs do make a right, sometimes....