All i want for christmas is you

So so happy today~~

Today is the release of my result. I got a CAP result of 4/5 which i find it good enough for me. Ironically geography, which i thought would be a very interesting module, pulled my whole grades down. In the end passion and reality are not meant to be each other, i should choose my next module wisely so that i wont follow in the same mistake. Was quite happy that i manage to secure 2 As in my subject, both of which are chemistry related haha. At least i noe where i stand within the cohort and i will do my best to maintain it this way. Still thinking if i should SU my ugly geography result away haha, i need time to decide.

Happy not because of my grades, happy cuz i realise i am being noticed haha. I must have been thinking too much about some issues. All this while i thought that i have been neglected or ignored, but it doesnt seen tat to me. It's my failure to perceived love and too much on enact love. Well if i can see it how can i feel it? Rubbish! This kind of thing isnt just about what you see i what you believe in. Yes i can already feel the enactment but the main thing is not the action, its the surroundings that i can feel.

Yes, i can feel tat i am noticed *finally haha*. I am really glad that you called me today when i pray hard everyday that the call is from you but i noe that u will never call. So surprised that you called me today, really really surprised and touched haha. However my craving is always not enough, i want more =P

Thank god for knowing you, really