Fly away~ Aishiteru

Yes yes happy new year to 2008. But honestly is it REALLY a happy new year???

Let us review: global warming crisis, economic crisis, political crisis and etc crisis happening around the world. People can just go around celebrating, going for countdowns everywhere and pray for hopes like "world peace" or "a better future ahead". LOL please wake up your bloody idea people!

Apart from the pseudo happy new year festive mood, lets get down to real business. Tomorrow is once again the start of the agonising, back-stabbing and cut-throat session in NUS: CORS bidding *yeah*. I am still struggling if i should go for the course at applied chemistry. Going to chemistry is the main reason why i wanted to take drug chemistry in the beginning. After a rejection by pharmacy course, drug chemistry is the second closest that i can get to realise my dream. Still, my easy-going-trying-to-avoid-tedious-consequences-instinct tells me tat i should stick to the traditional chemistry route and eventually ends nowhere either as a teacher or a guy with a whole lot of chemistry theories. Prospect VS Reality check, i hope i am making the correct choice by following applied chemistry path. Not just that, planning the timetable stinks, big time! Lots of various combination to play with, lots of backup planning. Not to mention about social issues along with it, to partner with who, so-and-so in the same tutorial or lab groups, taking the same modules and the etc sharing sharing, ARGH save me haha. After several considerations and despite the fact that i have my problems to weigh with, i am 90% sure that i will follow the applied chemistry path and take my final module as a SSA. SSA1202 is a south-east asia study module, and it is also aka BORING! That is a module that i prepared to SU haha but i will still do my best to score well, i hope that i can bid that successfully. After CORS bidding comes another kiasu session: Bidding for tutorial and lab slots haha. Bah that i will talk bout it next time.

Flyff is progressing smoothly as we speak, i am lvl 70 now with my latest BillPoster character and i have high hopes for him. BP is fun haha and you can solo all you want. Hope to level it to the next extreme like my Psykeeper. Avatar avatar, where is my episode 13 ARGH! When i am not gaming fly or watch avatar means i am slacking my way at music haha. I am currently still on a hunt for the MP3 song titles heaven by HIM. This song is actually the opening theme somg for a very old anime aired during 1996, titled: YAT Anshin, Uchuu Ryokou. Well the trademark of this show is this crab-like hair shape guy, a cranky old captain and his freaking god-like strength air stewardess daughter haha. I really doubt anyone would noe about this anime, i have tried searching at a lot of well-known anime websites and asking lots of sources to get the song but it is still fruitless. I am almost at the brink of giving up hope of finding this song, but i wont give up and i will take it as a challenge. At least i have something to search for haha, like a goal in life lol. If you have the song for heaven, can you inform me please haha.

Ah yes love, is so.....AGONISING! Well i have learn to take it slowly now, infactuation poison is wearing off haha but my faith remains. Apart from my own fetish battle to go with, i have major battles fighting along the way. My life during the semester holidays isnt smooth at all. I have a big family issue to settle and i am still struggling with it. When school reopens i really dont noe what i can do to juggle both events on my shoulders. I really, really want to get over with it quickly. I want to end school and work, i dont care for my future ahead. My family needs me, seriously and i dont tink they have the time to wait for me to graduate. I choose family over my own happiness if the time really comes. Well not if, more like when...

My new year resolution for 2008 is very simple: i just wish that my mum will get well soon.