Yume no kaze

Blogging time. School has already reopen and yah, i kinda miss school in one way or another. But i will NEVER EVER miss the exams haha

Beginning of week 1, kinda slack for now cuz everyone is just waiting for the tutorial balloting and lab allocation results. So no lab and no tutorial, slack rite =P

WRONG! Despite having so many free time, my schedule is kinda ironic. I start school at 8am and end lesson at 6pm. In between is my free time, so much free time that it makes you look stupid hanging around in school, dazing and sleeping in the library haha. Well i cant complain much once the tutorial and lab kicks in haha so lets just enjoy whatever i have now.

Leisure time sucks too. The dead or should i say soon-to-be-dying computer is breathing its last breathe. So its off to the A&E department aka computer repair shop haha, so lately i am using my friends laptop which i borrowed from to check my school's email and notes. I cant print nor read cuz his laptop doesnt have office program so i am kinda handicap. Hope that my computer will recover soon so that i can kick start with school work, and playing my online games haha.

Life on the outside seems to be so packed and bursting with activities, but this shell inside feels so empty and cold. Worries are everywhere and if its not for the presence of my friends and family around, i might not have been able to go this far. I use to recall how.....desolated i felt when i was young. Life just manage to pick up and follow the trail as i grow up. Everything increases: my joy, my passion, my confidence, and along with my sadness, despairs and worries. Now i can understand why people said that your youth fades away with your age as you grow up, it does sound kinda logical. Happiness means so much to me than anything else. I want my happiness and everyone's happiness, i dont care i just want everything and everything more.

Ah the irony of life, i miss the good old days....okasan