Pseudo Love

ROAR!!! Goes the Merkaba~

Merkaba aka my fictorial spacewar ship is on the going. My computer just came back today from its long servicing. Took quite a number of cursing and swearing by me and my brother to the servicing center before they even bother to update me about the current status. Apart from the clearer graphics i dont really see much of a diff. Gonna upgrade my ram for sure, most probably after chinese new year. Long live my my dear merkaba.

The battle rages in NUS as everyone struggles through the semester. Physical chem and applied chem is really taking a toll on me as my handicapped physics fail to keep up with wat the lecturer is saying. I got to spend a lot more time compare to my physics counterparts, i will do my best! At the rate when i go back home at almost 6pm, i dont have much of the time to study. I must make time out of my current schedule, almost time for hibernation mode. For now is chinese new year mood. Ang baos, BlackJacks, Mahjong, Bah Kuang here i come!!

Went back to gedong camp today for my medical pes review. The kind MO decided to take pity of me and went on to my perm Pes status to the medical review. Thank you thank you! Really thanks a lot haha. However, now tat i am a NSmen the pes status doesnt mean too much for me now, just wasted my time travelling back and forth today. Met up with one of my long-time-no-seen friend in the camp haha. Surprised to see him in tat camp too, and sergeant ranking haha. Still look the same, put on a bit of weight on the face i can see ahha but nonetheless still the same old him. We use to play card games together in our younger days together with 3 more people and he will usually have the best cards. Really envious and jealous of him tat time haha but its all in the past now. ORD soon k buddy, wait for my mahjong call next week haha.

Gonna plan some CNY events. First day of CNY is of course the busiest so its out. Hope to plan my mahjong event from the 2nd to 4th day onwards haha, hopefully a mahjong marathon haha. Plan to invite Nic, Cas, Kai, Fanggy and along with my friends from NUS to play at my house haha. I hate being the organiser, so many things to plan about haha. Will go around seeking verbal confirmation in school tomorrow haha. STILL despite being a happy chinese new year festive mood, some people just have NO LIFE AT ALL!! Damn the singaore study modules for suggesting the makeup tutorial slot on saturday! Tat means day 3 of CNY is out for me because of tat stupid tutorial. After tat i may have to rush over to teach tuition in the afternoon, CNY is only fun for the week cept for day 3, ARGH.

Another practical session again tomorrow and everyone noe wat that means. Thats right, LAB REPORT HORROR ARGH!! Worse thing is we dont even know which experiment we are doing out of the 5 given, so its like trying to guess and agar-agar. I give up reading all 5 cuz its just too confusing, i hope i dont get to do the terrible experiment 4 where u got to manually plot tangents. Er xin with a capital EEEEE in front.

I just get to know a new person online yesterday. Kinda a nice person and funny haha. It is nice making new friends online but somehow it lack a sense of realism. They exist in your wildest imagination and you just have a lot of fun talkin to them. They aint the usual friends u get to talk to like your schoolmates of working colleagues or army friends, they just have a sense of mystery mask behind them which makes you wanna talk to them and know them better. And the best thing is, you can share with them any secrets without worrying about them telling other people. I trust online friends and i share with them a lot....a lot of my secrets. Again the lack of realism makes me feel kinda sad about. You know they exist but you dont have much of a chance to get to know them more in real life. I may be naive but i am not dumb, if you have thoughts about me being too "stupid to believe in this kind of online friendship" then you are wrong, big time. For god sake i am at 21 year old guy studying tertiary education system in NUS with flying grades and achievements (haha self braggin =P), you really think i cant differentiate truth and deceptions lol. I only get to meet up with a few online friends, some even become close friends. Nonetheless my attitude towards online friends remain firm and i enjoy talking to everyone of them and someday we will know each other better. Let nature take on its course...