Burn this perfect sky

Finally chinese new year is coming. I hereby declare GAMBLING SEASON WEEK OPEN!

This week is gonna be a fast one. No lessons for this week apart for the make-up tutorial to attend on saturday *ARGH*, other than that its all fine. Lots of mahjong invitation everyone is like asking me to be the organiser AGAIN. CNY eve is already packed playing with my NUS friends, First day of CNY is at grandma's house, day 2 of CNY with Nic and Kai, CNY 3 and 4 is along the way of planning still. Whether or not 2008 is a lucky or unlucky year depends on my mahjong performance this week haha. Sounds like if i am holding a mahjong tournament haha, friends keep asking me to do mahjong tutoring or open a mahjong club in school. I was like diaoz haha, i rather stay low and discreet bout mahjong issue haha. But i just love to mahjong haha, haha.

Finally finish the stupid and long and tedious lab report. Chemical kinetics is a HORRIBLE HORRIBLE lab report to do with so many graphs to plot and calculation to do. I never ever like kinetics, or anything related to physical chemistry. I wonder why the hell i choose to major in chemistry in the first place. I should have done bio instead, i miss life science... And thank you applied chemistry for dropping us the news bout a test on Valentine's day. KAOZ a test lor, there goes a happy chinese new year for me as i struggle to mug between gambling periods and studying. I hardly learn a thing from tat crappy lecturer, i am so gonna give him terrible remarks for his teaching at the end of this semester. This is a horrible semester, i hate it. I only like biochemistry and organic chemistry, the rest are just crappy. I wish i was rich enough to fly oversea where i can take GUITAR LESSON as an elective module lol.

Colours of light fill my life, time and time again. Somehow i dont perceive care and concern the way other people does. I only perceive care along the way i deem when i want to be care for. Other forms of care are not wat i desire, which is kinda selfish of me to think tat way. Where were you when i needed you the most? I expect 100% committment when i think that i am contributing 100% too. You think? Tat sounds so arbituary to me. But, but....i just want to catch your attention, is that wrong of me to do so too? I hate you and i hate myself even more, thus i would rather drown myself with lots of school work to forget about my worries, play mahjongs to keep my mind distracted from you.

The "you" that you have been constantly talking about, whose that "you"?